I feel lyk v sad now..
its lyk sad and touched..

coz im facing a difficult phrase of my life now..
and sometimes i feel a bit depressed..
so when today, i told shermaine abt it..
she ws lyk v encouraging..
i dunoo..
i told her abt what happened in sch..
coz im realy tired abt it..

i told my mum,
she told me to ignore them and b a loner in sch..
but im nt a loner kind..
when i talked to shermaine..
i was damn touched..
she said she was realy bored..
and wanted to stay with me in sch and wait for my breaks to accompany me..
i mean...
y cant i find such friends in sch?

when im about to giv up..
she pushed me on..
She said"

Obadiah` Father to the fatherless says:
HAHA
well, that's better than nothing
and im glad and encouraged that you are la!
so proud of you
: D
No matter how many failures you ahve in your life, God still wants you
and wants to give you life
anyway, keep praying
and i want you to know that Jesus and I love you very very very very much
casue you are too special
to be forgotten
too gorgeous to be ignored
and above all, cause you are beautiful the way God made you
CHEER UP DEARY"

its lyk..
i duno...
mayb different people from different schools are different?

To me, they are lyk these clique of people they i can nv clique with..
lyk people lyk, sherry and phebe and sophie..
i feel v confused now.
insecure and scared..

my next to do thing is to go to church..
sad to say, i only tink of god at these times..
i want to confide in god..
and find peace there..
and i realy hope, if i start going..
it will continue for the rest of my life..


"Heavenly Father, tahnk you for Eileen and how much you love her. Thank You for putting that nudge in her to want to come to church. It is yoou who move her; who placed that hole in her heart, that she may bow down and say - God, i need you. Lord, fill that hole in her heart. Take the broken pieces of her heart and fix it into a heart that is filled; filled with your love. Answer her prayers"
move her to fall deeper for you and, thank you for such a beautiful friend. On ehwo is innocent, one who is joyful. Grant her a chance to express her true self because that is what makes her beautiful. Holy Spirit, protect her from all harm. And though she is hurt, hold her hand. Thanks for loving us. thanks for caring. tahnks for dying on that cross so that we may live again in You, God. Amen (:"

thanks shermaine.
I love you too!:)