Have been a little moody lately..
coz of many things..
ponned lodging lecture too..
alot of things la..
have been thinking alot..
its lyk a sudden regret on my sip thing coz changi called me..
nt that i realy wanted to go there..
but the thing is that the changi 1 only need to work for 4 days..
4 days only!
i was realy tempted..
thn more and more companies starts calling..
i wonder y they wanna b so slow..
htm is so competitive, they should understand that, as much as they are choosing us,
we are also choosing them..
thus, wen mingfang called cathay and they were nt that happy.
i dun realy think it was mingfang's fault..
blame urself for being slow la..
what if we rejected the offer that was given to us
and then you dont wanna hire us?
Its not that we dont trust ourselves or the company..
we juz feel that the competition is too strong.
i realy wished that those better companies had called earlier..
good for them coz they can choose the better people..
good for us coz we get to have a chance to work there.

haiz..
GSS is coming..
i really have to buy more clothes
coz my internship place, doesnt allow me to wear jeans nor shorts to work..
that limits me to skirt, dress and leggings.
oh well..
time to buy more lo...

IT fair is also giving me headache..
coz i wanted to choose between the 10/hr or the 30 per day but 20 per set job..
10 per day is a stable job..
but 30 per day and 20 per set would earn more IF you manage to sell more la..
given the current economy..
i dun realy have the confidence to sell as many as i sold the last IT fair.
so i chose the safer 1...
one. coz i have already agreed to work for them in the 1st place
the other was coz of the FIXED income that i would be getting..

Choices are some of the things that we have to make in our daily life.
but, recently, i felt that i have always been making the wrong choices..
Wrong SIP, Wrong courses, Wrong choices for jobs..
and procrastination for lots of things that made me regret till now.

if only i can be lyk that jap guy in HEROES..
i would....................




Things would not be the same