haven blogged for a really really long time..
UPDATE..
i saw one of my pri/sec sch friend at ion while waiting to go for bankers dinner..
ask her wad she was doing, and she said SIA..
waliao.. filled with jealousy up to the max lo..
cannot imagine how jealous i was..
:(
and anyway, i didnt go for bankers dinner as welll
bad day for me that day..

sch has been really sucky these few days..
i duno why but sometimes i juz find it hard to understand what the hell they are talking about..
business statistics is really a killer..
all the numbers and graphs etc..
i have never been excellent at math..
and i hated those draw the graphs kind of thing during sec sch for emath..
i hated those using calculator thingy too!
so both add together..
HATE TO THE MAX..

Law is MUCH MORE FUN..
fun to know what is wrong and wads right...
its much easier to understand too..
even the hardest part about those courts have already been solved.:D

Accounting..
OMG..
this 1 also killer..
lecturer is so freaking boring ...
not boring till it can make u sleep but boring enuf to make you day dream...
and i duno why.. last time in tp..
i used to sleep in lectures.. though its only for 90mins..
NOW ITS FREAKING 180MINS..
but i didnt feel like closing my eyes at all.

anyway...
these few months, i kept feeling things like..
jealous... envious etcc..
for the whole month.
ya ya ya .. im nt contented with wad i have...
so wad.. look at other ppl..
i mean they are doing so much better thn me..
wad am i lo..
i saw this CHAO ZI XIN GUANG DA DAO audition gng to held at CITY SQUARE MALL..
but i dun have the guts to go..
it sure mad me very very excited..
but i juz didnt have the courage to go anymore..
HAHA..
grace was rite..
ppl who are going are definitely sosososo pro..
i better dun go there and lose face..
and that made me feel worse..
i mean.. like im good at nothing..
i cant study, i cant sing well enuf, im not pretty and all..
im nowhere here nor there..
wad am i??


Feeling depressed again..