Life has been really.. haiz..
im really busy now..
and yet i have the time to blog..
y???
coz im stuck with my research paper..
duno how to continue and all..
im scared too..
have to hand up next tuesday..
NEXT TUESDAY!
haven made many sales therefore at the verge of getting sacked..
haven studied for my jap test nxt tues which = die
WHAT SHOULD I DO.????
At the time when im supposed to b cheionging every thing.
i find myself doing nth to any of them..
y?
coz im too tired to do any..
everything seems undone.. everything seems to be waiting for me..
is life gonna b so hard for me..
or am i pushing myself too far till i feel so sian now??
i duno leh..
somehow, i juz feel lost..
lost as in duno what to do..

my mind is full of...

should i go out and get some sales now?
or should i finish my paper now?
wad should i write in the paper?
how long will i take?
should i watch movie with Glenn 2morw?
or should i stay at home to do the paper?
What if i dun finish the paper?
Stay at home on monday?
or do sales on monday?
what about my jap test?
when am i gng to study it?
what should i do abt it?
SIM application how?
when should i sign up?
is it RMIT or UOL?
and the list can go on and on..



Somehow i regret getting this job...
though the pay is good and timing is flexible..
but im so stressed about it..
feel lyk quitting in March..
find a proper admin job instead..
but if i can stay for that 1..
thn prob i will..
but i highly doubt so..sales are so hard to get now..
plus all the tuition and part time work..
and jap classes..
not to mention the coming driving tests and all..
its enuf to kill me..