Im a little sensitive nowadays..
juz a little thing can make me flare...
some not for no reason..
some are just..plain stupid..
though i have tolerance.
but after all this, even if i have tolerance as deep as the sea, it would also be filled.

Some people just dun change..
Some things just have to happens
All these things just have to annoy me..
nobody loves being irriated and thn have their day ruined by another person..
but some things juz cant b changed..

There are moments when i get so frustrated till i cry..
of coz i try not to do it there,
but sometimes, its jus so RAHH..
sometimes some people juz dun change no matter wad happens and it makes u feel RAHH too..
but who am i to change another?
all i can do is tolerate..
if i cant tolerate?
let things cool a little before i really say hurtful words..

And sometimes, its juz a disappointed yet familiar feeling..
a scene that you would expect long ago, but still bare hope tat it will not..
yet im stupid enough not to take precautions and let it happen..
so who am i to blame?
no one but myself..

thats y , theres no 1 more trustable thn me myself.
i live up to my expectations and no matter how i hope, i cant make people live up to mine even if its a really small matter..
so all i can do is to improve on myself, my temper and my tolerance.
thats wad makes me better thn the others and if they wanna stay that way, who am i to stop them?
they have their own lifes and if they duwanna change i cant do anything either, other thn to avoid such cases from happening so that i wun b hurt again..

A lesson learnt a hundred times and still learning..
i hope i have a more open heart..
but at times like these, its really hard.

ANYWAY, our BOSS made us do a proposal when we are abt to leave in another 15 more days!
WOW SO NICE OF HIM!!*roll eyes*
and that was wad everyone was doing at tat time..
but what to do?
till the day i leave that place, i have to take all the shit and b treated like cheap labour..
anyway, we are cheap labour wad..
interns are lyk so cheap, with the sign" abuse us!! make use of us till the max!! we deserve it!" isnt it?