i duno why im feeling so down lately..
glenn keeps saying" what does kills you, makes you stronger."
is it making me stronger?
i duno..
i juz noe that, the longer i stay there, the more disppointed i feel, the more useless i feel..
i feel lyk i can never do anything rite..
those, pour coffee thn will spill all over the table kind..
or the open door, knob will spoil kind..
or the take chair will trip over kind.
the kind of person that doesnt do anything rite..

i just feel so useless and stupid all the time.
and the moment i step inside there, all i want is for time to pass as soon as possible..
so that i can go home, or at least get out of that place.
i hate being treated lyk that, though i dun show it, that doesnt mean that i dun feel it..
IM HUMAN..
haiz.. i duno..

at other work places, im used to feeling a bit more wanted thn there.
at least at the ramen, the ppl there cares..
even the worse aunty there uses her gossips to show that she care..
not that i like.. but still.. ya..
its slowly makin me fall into pieces and eating me up piece by piece..
and yet, i still have to pretend i enjoy being eaten..