i feel lyk scolding vulgarities everyday coz of all the unhappiness..
but of coz i stop myself MOST of the time.

i feel damn pek chek there.
its lyk they wan u to do things. but they dun let you try doing it 1st
dun try= dun get to do it= cant do things=bored+ unhappy boss.

im really helpless about that la.
everyday i try so hard to keep myself enthu about the job, only to find myself totally disappointed+bored and restless the rest of the day..

thinking about how to improve everyday is becoming a chore..
im basically dragging myself to work now...

but i have no choice wad..
3 MORE MTHS PLUS 4 MORE DAYS..
not very fast ok..

i juz hope they let me pass and go through all these asap..
thinking about it juz makes me so depressed.
i duwanna talk about it anymore la..

lets talk about the ebay...
im so into ebay now..
gng to ebay almost everyday..
coz im bidding for this wallet..
and my current bid is $122..
LOL
there are still 5 more days la..
and there are already 33 bids..
hopefully i can win the bid..
but if it goes to $150 i wun bid anymore..LOL