Today is my off day..
so i took the chance to go facial again...
the comments that they giv is always the same 1 la..
bad skin etc etc..
what to do... my skin is really v bad wad..

thn my aunt called me..
i kept tearing lo..
it juz kept reminding me of all the unhappy things..
i also duno what to do..
i realy want it to end..
i really want everything to go well..
but cannot..

i told grace about it yesterday..
thn we talked about the usual topics..
no doubt..
we both hated the same thing...
and i really regret going to this course..
all i want now..
i juz to finish this internship as soon as possible..
get it over ASAP..

i really cannot take it..
i feel so suffocated at times..
till the point that i wanna cry all the time..
but i cant ..
so i keep them all inside..
thn cry at home lo..
:(:(
mum is not here with me..
she always quarrel with him..
thn she will go cruise, malaysia, indonesia.
but she nv thought of me..
i really need her at this time..
i want her to by my side...