im soo tired recently..
tired of everything..
mentally and physically tired.
i wan projects to end quickly..
ASAP..
but.. theres still 1 more month..

Lord, please help me.
Grant me patience and strength to go on.
Amen

Grace came to my hs today..
to use internet..
we talked about alot of stuff..
well, just like wad i feel,
she felt that friends are how lyk we can tolerate each other.
how we can tolerate their weakness..
And surprisingly, we managed to do it..
well, not everyone is perfect..
there are bits and pieces of everyone that someone doesnt like..
i do not love my bestfriends for their everything.
there are somethings that i hate about them too.
but its the time we spent together, the closeness that we share that over rides all the bad things.

Thn i went to workk..
this time got new rules lo.
part timers cant b late..
if not, cant get tips..
ONE TIME ALSO CANOT.
wa.........
tats kind og harsh lo...
COZ I ALWAYS LATE FOR 2-3 MINUTES..
i eat too slow le la...
nxt time muz rch there earlier..
I WANT MY PRECIOUS TIPS!

i wonder if, the contant taking over of yvn's shift will help in covering up for my lateness..
or rather, my long eating time..

I must learn to b happy again..
because, life goes on, regardless im happy or not.
Right, there are alot of things that i should learn..
Last time, i used to have better temper..
mayb cause, everytime im frustrated with smth,
i find something else to vent my anger on..
example, constant tearing of paper, crushing ice, screaming etc.
But i dun realy do it now..
sometimes, somethings can change a person.
Frankly speaking, i find my poly life more of a chore thn an enjoyment.
Mayb thats the real life.
we were too protected whem we were in sec sch..
especially my sch..
forever so protective..
now, wen im faced with all these..
i feel lost...
as if the whole world have left me on my own..