IM finally online!!
and now, im quite sure that the problem lies with blogger and not my com..
coz i juz upgraded my com to windows 7!!!
hahahaha...
im quite happy about that la..
YAY YAY YAY!
thats y i didnt go online these few days..
juz to update..
i tink i will do really badly for my exams coz..
i dun tink i answered well..
and for MICE, i answered 3 out of 3 questions when i was supposed to answer 2 only..
how dumb can i be?
i mean..
how BLIND i have been...

RAHHH..
dun talk about it le la..
make me more sad lo..
SIANN..
whenever i tink about it,
i keep thinking that i will do badly and it affects my overall mood..
so if u ever see me..
DUN ASK ME ABOUT EXAMS..
coz i will realy lyk start thinking about all the shit though i wun show it out..
i mean not so obvious..
but in my heart, i will question myself lyk madd..
lyk:
"what if i fail?"
"what if i have to take supp paper?"
"what will people think?"
"what about internship"
"will the boss not like it?"
ETC ETC ETC ETC..
i can type it all right now coz im thinking about it now...
and the feeling sucks..
and if this continues, i dun tink i can b normal..


anyway..
studying process was tough but studying with grace and serena was fun too..
lyk how serena and i will gossip about people and she will test me about the things that i have learnt to check if i really know my stuff..
and grace..
who will keep telling me about her dream to b a singer and how she will join the quan yi feng's "Yi dian xin shi" with me sitting beside her 5 years down the road, answering questions about her character and all..
with her teaching me the "model answers"..lol
provided the shows still continues 5 yrs later and all..
haha..


and today..
i went out with glenn and we watch final destination!
coz grace and serena both dun watch scary movies..
luckily got this friend show can at least tahan it..
HAHAHA..
if not nobody can watch with me lo..
i still remember, i used to watch a ghost movie with HIM..
and i watched a ghost movie with my mum once too..
the rest all watch at home 1..
haha.. coz nobody enjoys ghost movies lyk me..
yuxian thinks that its not worth paying money to scare myself...
but as for this movie..
i will rate it...3.5/5 ba
i feel that its juz as normal as those other final destination movies..
i mean the concept is the same la..
i was hoping for smth more creative..
but i liked the overall concept of final destination in the first place..
lyk all the vision and dejavoo thing..
coz i always have dajavoo..
but i juz dun say them..
i dream about them all the time..( thats y i always have disturbed sleep =_=")
but the moment i wake up, i will remember a few scenes but then forget about them already...
thn when the thing finally happens..
i feel lyk "wa.. dajavoo" in my heart.. but wun say out la..
i used to tell my mum la..
but my mum doesnt care..
so bleah..
no point telling anymore..
mayb tats y i have more expectations for the show??
feels kind of real yet fake to me lo..
real coz i feel that things lyk visions do happen..
but fake coz i dun think things will happen as dramatic as what is shown..
but ok la.. overall.. manage to scare me with all the 3D trying to "fly" the type and stuff on me..

Thats all la.. im kind of tired already..
have to wake up at 6.45 somemore.. coz 2morw grace suggests JOGGING..
so early in the morning lo...
SIANN...
but i dun think her this passion will last long la..
HAHAHA..
probably 1 week only lo.. LOL